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Kamis, 22 September 2016

That one fine day

Fira Mellyanti
pict taken by: Shenphay


It was a lovely evening
Starbucks having their 50% discount, me and F's favorite.
We were having a cup of chocolate, it's different from the other day.
Coffee's always our favorite tho.
We sit outside the cafe, so F can enjoy his smoke.

And there was a moment, when I need to take a tissue.
I walk to the inside the coffeeshop, and see there's someone who's standing with others.
He looks different, like his old bag and cap. Even I'm not sure it's true color. He stand but he takes his distance. I'm pretty sure maybe it's his first time buying coffee in such a 'fancy' coffeeshop.

And so, I walk away and tell F as soon as I sit
"You know? I think I saw one strange man, he looks like he's not sure what to order. Maybe it's his first time buying something here. He looks confused, I wonder. Poor him."
"Yea, maybe he's just one of online driver. You know, buying things for his clients," F's said.
"Oh well. No wonder he keeps calling. I mean, I wonder why there's still people using monochrome's phone."

And we keep in silent. Until my eyes catching him walk outside the coffeeshop.
"Oh, here's that guy I was talking about!"
Both me and F seeing him, and soon after the security catching him.
Not for so long, there's another guy walk into that "poor looking guy", and well.
That guy is a pickpockets.
And security catching him. Even he's trying to run, makes everyone on the mall watching them.

"Well, I think you were eyeing the wrong guy," F said.

It makes me even sadder.
I mean, I've put my heart in a wrong guy.
And just, why?
I am, I really am trying for keeping my positively.
Is it too hard to putting somekind of, trust?

Minggu, 28 Agustus 2016

That kind of lovely book: #88lovelife vol. 2

Fira Mellyanti
Hyyoohyyoooo
kali ini aku nggak nulis soal beauty atau jalan jalan,
tapi aku mau cerita soal one of my favorite book, like ever. ever. ever.

yes yes, the famous book, #88LoveLife vol. 2

Please understand this is not a review, 
but how this book suddenly change my life and inspire me everyday.

Jadi. prolognya (iya harus banget cerita prolog)
Buku ini ditulis oleh Diana Rikasari (one of my favorite fashion blogger, been reading her blog since 2009, I guess?) dan ilustrasinya dibuat oleh Dinda PS. (she's one of my favorite blogger too! been reading her blog since 2011, even I bought myself her product from curious and wear the bunny bunny head for sometime)
and well, I. AM. A. BIG. FANS.

udah kayak super seneng banget waktu tau Kak Diana dan Kak Dinda maen ke Bandung.
dari yang siangnya ngebelain nyari "hadiah" buat mereka (dan akhirnya beli bunga sih), terus dibawa seharian karena ada wisudaan temen, sampe duduk di Gramedia Merdeka dari satu jam sebelum acara. 
sampe udah mau nangis garagara ternyata bunganya udah mau layu.

And finally here they are!
please abaikan muka super sumringah saya
untung bunganya match sama outfit mereka :"''')

it feels like, childhood dreams come true :')

***

Okay. so.. What I really love about this book was..
Rasanya kayak "cocok banget sama hidup aku!"
*lebay sih. tapi emang bener. serius!

since this book talk about "Love" and "Life"
let me show you some of my favorite part.

Love
#30
Real love grows out of imperfection, 
because perfection grows adoration and admiration, 
but nothing more

everytime I saw my F's, this quotation always repeated on my mind.
through the ups and downs, good and bad, 
ternyata, emang iya. 
I was admiring someone once, but then it went nowhere. 
we're close enough, and that's it.
I am admiring him. but no, nothing more. 

it feels different when I'm with F's. 
because sometimes, I miss all about his imperfection
dang it, kak Di. You've got me. 

Life
#09
At the end of the day, 
you are the leader of your own life.
People provide maps, you choose the path

And so..
yang aku rasain, aku selalu galau belakangan
lulus mau kemana? mau jadi apa?
nerusin karir di jurnalistik?
atau mau serius di Make up?
Mau balik pulang ke Malang?
Stay di Bandung?
Atau moving ke Jakarta?
That question tho, 
I mean, I've been asking a lot of people. 
some of them said
"Yaudah di Bandung aja sih, udah buka link gitu kan."
"Kalo mau berkembang ya harus ngerasain Jakarta"
"Kalo belom tau mau ngapain mending di Malang"

until (again, Mr. F) said
"Ya terserah kamu, itu kan hidup kamu. 
kamu nyamannya dimana? kemana? 
kamu harus belajar memutuskan sesuatu, 
minimal untuk hidup kamu."

and after read #09, it feels like. 
Dang it kak Di, you've got me. again.

#44
I learned that in life, when we're lucky enough, lots of opportunities will come to you. Many doors will open for you. Nevertheless, as tempting as they all are, we do not need to take them all.
Take chances. but not all. 
Not only money makes you greedy, opportunities do too. Live life to the fullest, but take it slow. Leave some space for yourself. Keep the glass half full and half empty. 
Interestingly, some emptiness keeps you full. 

Rasanya kayak ditampar waktu baca #44.
rasanya kaya, 
I was too greedy when it talks about opportunity. 
there was a moment when setiap kali ada tawaran nge Make up, atau yang lain lain
aku suka nggak ngefilter. 
semua diambil, semua di oke-in. 
and somehow, too greedy for such an opportunity not really good for your life tho.
yang paling kerasa sih, 
aku jadi ngegampangin tidur dan makan (yang berbuntut jadi penyakitan)
dan skripsi yang nggak selesai selesai.

ada satu momen dimana aku tegas, aku nggak akan ambil gawean apapun dulu
minimal, sampai bab IV selesai
and well, I think it works.
Dang it Kak Di. You've got me. again. and again. 

***

Disamping quote yang super duper inspiring
I just really love all the illustration here. 
Kalo mau dibandingin #88lovelife Vol. 1 dan Vol. 2,
buku yang Vol. 2 kerasa jauh, jauh, jjaaauuhh lebih berwarna daripada Vol.1
it doesn't mean Vol. 1 not that good,
I love Vol. 1 too, because there's a lot of pink pages :'D
(and not to mention, #88lovelife vol. 1 was a gift from F for our first anniversary)

my favorite illustration?
#43
Your happy life is a mindset away

Happy. life.
with a lot of colorful flowers.
it makes me happy tho.
like, 
"Oh right Kak Dinda, I have a happy life like all those flowers blooming.
ITS JUST SSOO PPRREETTYYY MAKES ME SO HAPPY GONNA DIIEEE"
so.
this is what I  thought about this books.
and how this book leads me for being a better person.

Thank you, thank you kak Diana and kak Dinda.
for being inspiring.

Kamis, 17 April 2014

F

Fira Mellyanti
Well then
It's been a long time for me to not share about my personal life. Hihi.
I would love to share about my new boyf.
It is not that "new" actually.
We've been in relationship for about 4 month.
But still, it's still new for me.
New person, new backgrounds

He is my senior on my collage.
3 years older, actually
I see him 3 years ago, on welcoming month for my faculty.
But I knew him, about a year after.
That time, he's leading my organization (yes, you know. Cc.)
Also, that time he was boyf of my another friends.

Well, how we get close?
Making movies.
That day, he's no longer leader at my organization.
No, he is no longer with his girlf.
Since that day, we were getting closer and closer.

Somehow, I ask my self "why the hell I knew him?"
He's just like a bastard!
No, not literally bastard.
But the way we get closer, when I remembered it these day, was just..
A little bit absurd.

I was independent that day.
Enjoying my self alone and free.
And accidentally he makes me 'need' him.

Simple, as he makes me needs friend when I was doing my homework.
His availability when I need some stuff, and slowly he makes me need him.

Silly, when I remembered that he makes me promise (which is also his promises) that we were meet up EVERYDAY.
Everyday like
EVERY
SINGLE
DAY
for a month.

And we made it.
Even just a few minutes for a day.
But we met, everyday.
We do not much things.
But we share everything
He is wise, but childish at the same time.
He is serious, but fun at the same time.
The most important is, he can lead me.
He always answered every single questions I've asked.

I just, love him. Just the way he is.
And he makes me love my self.
I've learn a lot, even our relationship were just, new.

Maybe i'm not the person that easily say "I love you" or some cheesy things.
I always say what I want directly.
Not with those code or whatsoever.
And thanks God, he can easily accepted me with everything I am.

Hey F
Thankyou for being you.
I love you :)

Jumat, 27 September 2013

apreciate

Fira Mellyanti
a few days a go, I just can't sleep and made this.
actually, Cindy Biantoto and Diana Rikasari inspire me so much
so that I made it
and you know?

 Diana Rikasari post it on her instagram
wait, even andra alodita leave a compliment there
and I just so blessed
Thank you for your apreciate, maybe I will make some more
no, I mean, so much more
hihihi




Kamis, 20 Juni 2013

Pola Polaroid

Fira Mellyanti
a LOT of people were angry to me
when I have special event, I always bring my polaroid camera
but then, when I start to take a picture, they always says
"cheater! you always have the picture!"
so that, I share those picture here ;)














Selasa, 02 April 2013

Mylo Xyloto

Fira Mellyanti


this nail were made when I listening to Mylo Xyloto by Coldplay
kinda inspire me that I wish I have this galaxy things on my nail
btw, which one do you like the most? left, or right? :D


Rabu, 09 Januari 2013

Petek Lebay and 2012

Fira Mellyanti
January
 - Pep cut his hair. His face is not cute at all :(
 - Having a LOT of cheese rolls with pep yay!
 - my very first score are out! Not really good, but it makes me happy
 - Fluffy beybi wuff!
 - Vivin's birthday

February
 - Pep birthday!
 - Pep first trip to Bandung
 - met Dani after a looooooong time
 - perahu kertas (novel)
 - Bowling woohhoooo
 - Chikax birthday
 - Rissa's birthday

March
 - Pit's birthday
 - about finished my first short movie
 - Liza's Birthday
 - been a month in Nangor
 - Sugarush Trip
 - Moviekom, Premiere of "Cicing!"

April
 - Chiko on progress
 - met CoboyJunior, Agnes Monica, Rio Dewanto, and so so on
 - Chartfest
 - I just realize something and, I feel bad :(
 - make my saving account
 - Cia's Birthday
 - Njee's Birthday

May
 - My birthdaay! YAAYY!
 - been gone to KL and Singapore
 - first time to know uncle, hihihi

June
 - Culture Festive, CHINDIA!
 - final exam, got a lot of A! Yayayayay!
 - Experiment project!
 - Done my Chiko!
 - Taste The T-Shirt with Benefiko and Kuntawiaji

July
 - 1st day fasting
 - TOT for Transformasi
 - preparation of Experiment short movie, epic!
 - Pep comes with his friend, we have a big fight and almost broke up. but then, everything went well
 - Pid's first day in Nangor and Bandung

August
 - Mom's Birthday
 - Transformasi 2012
 - Nana's Birthday
 - Happy Ied Mubarak Everyone!
 - 2 years anniversary

September
 - Dad's birthday
 - Journalism Studies
 - OJ!
 - I Don't Think So
 - Dini's Birthday

October
 - Made a lot of silly picture
 - CC's welcoming day
 - Mas Yayan's wedding day
 - Dilla's Birthday
 - Mancak Transformasi 2012
 - Shooting of Experiment

November
 - Farhan's birthday
 - Coming up: a dozen of shoes
 - change my header blog
 - 5cm Roadshow to UNPAD Jatinangor
 - about to start  my fashion diary

December
 - went to KOMPAS TV
 - Having a lot of trip to Jakarta
 - gone to Malang
 - Dani's Birthday
 - Gatari's Birthday
 - Happy New Yeeaaarr!

Rabu, 05 Desember 2012

owl cupcakes

Fira Mellyanti
Pasar Besar Malang - Scarf
Gedebage - Shirt
Three Second - Cupcakes T-Shirt
Pasar Besar Malang - Skinny jeans
Pop Flats - Owl Flatshoes

Just came, nail art from Nailturally
loves it, actually, and they have worth price too! 




Minggu, 02 Desember 2012

flowery flow

Fira Mellyanti
 Spent my Sunday with one of my best friends, mochagsr. 
Just enjoying our time with our coffee, and talk a lot.
Thank you for the relaxing Sunday!  


Pasar Besar Malang - Scarf
Floral Headband
DC - Superman Tank
Clue - Floral Blazer
Happy Meal - Hello Kitty watch
Pasar Besar Malang - Grey Jeans
Fioni - Floral Vintage Heels




we were talking about our hometown
both of us are missing our boyf/girlf things
cold, and rain, sweet eh?



by the way, I just bought this new tumblr
I love the Eiffel prints, heheheh



have I told you that I am MADLY in love with this floral pattern?
vintage, yet edgy

and oh, my nail today just built up my mood

Revlon no 110 (Pink Lingerie)
Revlon no 320 (Jaded)

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